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Friday, December 1, 2006
This holiday break has been fabulous i suppose...but the idea of school tommorow makes me ill. Ive been lazing around my house the past few days, and last night i hung out with old school friends from the early days...it was so weird..
tommorow stephen is going to come and visit me after school tommorow. i just want to snuggle up and take a nap..i hope he wont mind.
Current mood:  drained
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Hey hows it going, man havent been on this thing in awhile..i cant slack off. Well things the past couple days have been allright, im still wtih Stephen..yay go me...for than a week.lol nah hes a good guy and he treats me well. Last ngiht his school had a battel of the bands and liek 1/2 of everyoen i knwo from lamar was there..it was ridiculous how many lamar people were playign wtih episcopal kids.
Well then my mom was out of town last night and stephen came over and chilled till abotu 12. I was so tired i fell fast asleep..lets give a hand for sleeping.
Lauren
Current mood:  chipper Current music: 8 mile boot leg download
Sunday, November 10, 2002
Okay well the past couple weekends have been pretyt adventurous. Still sorta sliding by with school..i knwo i shoulda buckled down or something at least before the 6 weeks ended..myeh...
Last Fri i saw "the guy" Stephen at the "Wailers" concert. Well he told me he was goign to call me and i was like uh huh..sure..b/c i didnt think that he really was. Well my phone was dumb and stopped working, which is its fucking problem and i didnt get it fixed till Thur. Well that night he called, and proclaimed that he had been workgin so hard to get in touch with me, he even called the smoothie bar i work at, but it was closed and nobody answered..so i think..hmm i gues this guy made an effort.
Stephen and i have really hit it off. We went to a couple house parties in Tanglewood and West University then.....we went to Transco park, (bunch a perv peeking toms there----dont go there) but of course when im wrapped up with somebody i oget abotu curfews, and i may have gotten home a couple hours late, had good sleep...
Yesterday he came to my work at like 5:30 and stayed with me till i finished closing...approx. 8:15. so blah for thqat, but we had fun, smoked a lil herb, made out, had a couple smoothies..ha ha ha.
2 hours later we leave my friends party and head for his friends house for more fun. The guy in front of us slam on his breaks and Stephen turns and something pops the tire...he was worried that i was miserable, but we were pretty chill...i had drank a lil too much and was not concrened abotu the automobile at all, i actualyl felt sorry b/c he had to move all day adn then deal with this...
I thought we were going to have to break the tire out and jack that stupid wrangler up so we could move but instead he calls his brother real quick and puts the phone away and says ..." The party is only 3 blocks away, do you wanna walk or get someone to pick us up..?" at this point im lost and i ask what hes going to do about the car and he just shrugs and says " My family will deal with it later...
We thought that it was gonan ruin the night but we walked to this rich kids house in River Oaks...this skater kid Ralph.officially the coolest kid tha ti know..he built a ramp in hsi back yard..i expected him to be an ass but hes very nice, and very i guess cool. Then when were leaving Stephen tells me that Ralph has this rare disease that makes him tkae a dozen pills everyday adn he cant drink or smoke, and he'll probally die in his 20's...AGHHH i was so bummed and i got all upset and even had a nightmare...stupid stephen.
I think im going with this girl to go see 8 mile tongiht..i know its gonan be gay..i sense it...
Lauren
Tuesday, November 5, 2002
Ugh today was disgustingly average, it was even bad..just utterly boring..(isnt senior year supposed to fly by~~~~) Anyways, i suppose the only unusual part of my day was being moved by my 8th period teacher...he though i was talking and moved me over to the other side of the room. I sit next to this random guy, hes cute...in a skater way, It was so random because i ignored him at first and then he bombarded me with questions, and said he was writing in his journal.......(thumbs up..i guess...) He then said he was going to put me in his journal..and i sensed that he wanted me to read it...but i kinda ignored him and it b/c if it was all lovey dovey....i dunno how i would handle it....
oh well...
Current mood: high Current music: Warp Tour
Monday, October 28, 2002
Rain makes me crazy...it makes my mom crazy..and it makes everyone crazy!!!!!!
SOMEBODY MAKE IT END!
Current mood:  aggravated Current music: simon and garfunkle
Sunday, October 27, 2002
Hi i know i havent written in awhile, and its really weird b/c i came and looked at this everyday. These past couple weeks have been pretty whack...no thanks to me being a complete idiot...
Um lets see Friday i skipped 4th and went to go hang out with Dikran at his house, this is for the purpose of me hangin out as much as possible with him so that I may get over him..hopefully this will work. I met his mom, shes so weird, yet so nice....shes kinda unusual btu that not really her fault..probally Dikrans. Saturday RAndy let me leave work early b/c there were no customers so i went home hoping to start an excitign sat. night but was immensly dissapointed b/c nobody wanted to leave their homes, so i stayed home...bummer...
I went to work today..thank you Daylight Savings time for the extra hour to snooze.
Oh yeah im stressed b/c my friend Elliott borrowed my disk for Desktop Publishing then gave mine and his to me to turn in on Fri. Well ends up both of us skipped and elliotts like...uh wasnt she taking them up to see out work..im all scared CAUSE I DONT WANT A BAD GRADE...and i knwo everyone i tell this to is liek whoah dont stress thats gay, but she was so intense about not takign them home so whatever lie i come up with shes going to look at me adn bitch slap me..
damn im so happy that all my friends are back in town and im happy b/c we have a completeley set fun weekdn FOR NEXT WEEKEND AND IF NOTS FUN SOMEONE TILL DIE!!!
peace
Current mood:  restless Current music: i need to get high..havent been high in 3 days...go me
Saturday, October 12, 2002
Allright so i suppose ive been pretty much blabbing about every boy that crosses my path. Well enter your lauren archives and we got Dikran/DQ in there. Well situation summed up, i liek my ex-boyfriends best friend. And tongiht i went to Nathan Ders house b/c he was having people over..(parents outta town..WHOOP WHOOP)...i go over there w/ Dikran and Lawford. Lawford left at like 11. Dikran and i held hands, he gave me a message...GROWL~~~lol but no kissing, and i liek that, kinda saves that for later. Wonder what Lawford thinks....
Elliott took me home at 3:15. Mom was crashed. I figured out a way to open teh screen door to my house when its locked, just get thick paper and push the lock back. now i can sneak in without waking my parent.<
Damn i must go to bed, under the influence, so very high, so very drunk, so very tired. God im such a loser...lol
Current mood:  flirty Current music: System of A DOWN
Friday, October 11, 2002
Hey people, i drew a black star under my left wrist. It looks cool, i wish i had the nerve to get a tatoo there. Damn me for being so jittery. Hope fully tongiht will be fun. Ive made some plans and of course i set myself up for sadness because all of our plans lately have either not gone right or fallen through..sucks man.
Had okay day, Lamar had these mariacha singers come sing for us because today si a Mexico day or something. Sounded pretty tite to me. I was at lunch and this old friend of mine Joe and i were talking and my skater friend came up. After he left Joe was like i wish I could skate, i simply commented that it was fun, he FREAKS OUT, and is liek YOU SKATE, and then he looked at my feet and saw my etnies, adn grabbed one off my foot (you wear skate shoes pretty loose..) so there goes Joe jogging over to his friends and pointing to his shoe and then pointing at me sitting with my friends outside. I look like a dork with one shoe staring into the sun...while Joe and his guy pals run over and bug me....STUPID BOYS, for a moment i regreted wearing these today.
Tuesday, October 8, 2002
Sorry i have that stuck in my head and i cant take it!!! over and over and over. My mom left this mornign at 5 adn she left me to wake up at 8. So i set my alarm clock for 7:00a.m. since i had to go to a mandatory editors meeting this mornign. Well i go to bed, and my alram wake me up..damn i was so tired, and i even went to bed at 12:00. I go to my alram, and snooze it for like 15 minutes, and i think..." Hey fuck the meeting, im rebellious!" and so i set it for like 7:45 and when i woke up tot hat, for some FUCKIGN REASON i say " Hey i dont need to go to 1st period, ill just show up at the end. Heh heh and sleep, and sleep and sleep, and then im like fuck school and sleept till 2:00. Sigh, so now im sitting here, ready to just go downstairs, chill and smoke my last J. OMG it just started raining..this is goign to be the best day ever!!!
Oh and by the way...im falling in love with Dikran, and this is hard cause hes my ex-boyfriends best friend. Ugh! but i dont know because sometimes hes kinda flirty, and then he stops and i think, oh maybe he wasnt responding at all. AS a result im confused about how to either get over this, tell him, or deal with lawford.
Current mood: calm Current music: System of a Down
Wednesday, October 2, 2002
ALlright well i guess you could pretty much describe my day as good. I mean i woke up went to school, was confronted for cheating by my Latin teacher in which i denied but later felt guilty because i actually did cheat..wah.
WEll lets see i chilled with my friends at lunch and for once were actually planning on hanging out with eachother out of school. At fourth period i was going isane i wanted to leave so bad so i just went ahead and walked up to teh teacher and made up a lie about me needing to go the counselor or some shit, which she agreed to let me go at 2.45. =) one hour early.
When i got home i chilled, watched some MTV and them went to go get my new cell phone..ta da. i uld be all boasty and put my number on here but im not cause there are so definite freaks in here. You know....hmmmm
Allright well i suppose that sums up today, oh and lets nto forget the freakign 6 peopel that come over before my mom comes home. People actually do coem over here in Houston.
Current mood: high Current music: bone thugs
Tuesday, October 1, 2002
Allright well thigns have been allright so far for a school day, schools goin by so fast. Today im gonan go check out phones, im gonna look so gay waltzing into a cell phone store with a skate board but oh well...i know this is sort of random but one of my buddies had written a synopsis of his life and i was super impressed...not that it was the most exciting life ever (no offense, this is just an example)..it was just that it felt like he was really pouring himself out on the paper, liek he decided to not let anything hold him back...thats all i gotta say..
Current mood: happy Current music: some rap crap on teh stereo
Sunday, September 29, 2002
everybody meaning anyone who reads this...okay well things went allright this weekend.. i find myself becoming more and more obsessed with Dikran. Dikran is Lawfords best-friend...I used to date Lawford and now we're just best friends....I want Dikran..Lawford has suspicions...damn..
Current mood: high Current music: Blackilicious
Saturday, September 28, 2002
Yesterday i arrived at school..day went allright, not too bad i suppose. During yearbook i was manipulated by Lawford to go smoke whih i suppose im fine with, but lately smoking just hasnt been the same. Friday Lawford came over at about 6 and he picked me up. He once again wanted to smoke really bad and i decided to go ahead and get some with him so he calls this guy Omar. Omar Gonzales is not a very eduacated fellow..he could be described as ghetto...well we pick up Omar at his apartment and he has his friend "Shaggy" with him. HE directs us where to go and we end up in the 4th ward by downtown..nto necessarally the best part of town. At one point Omar made us turn a certain way so we wouldnt go down a street and get shot at for being white. WEird... we pull down this street and there are about 25 black guys smokin suites(weed rolled up in a cigar) and their all wearing black and have chains and guns in their pants and staring at us. I dont know what to do so shoot one of them a deuce(peace sign) and they start laughing and tell us to stop. WE pull up in front of a small building and you can see these people with blood red eyes and drinking 40 oz. just chillin on the stairs... this black guy thats totalyl tweakin on coke comes out with abotu 20 suites in his hand and gives Omar 4 and walks out in the street trying to sell them to people walking around.
Lawford and I are warped for the rest of our lives...
WE drop off omar and head back to his house, his mom leaves us and we chill play a little counter strike on his computer and wait for DQ(the boy im obsessed with) and a few other people to come over...the gus come over we smoke a suite relax..talk..and they leave to go pick up a few people and when they're gone lawford call up this guy stephen miller..i thought that this guy was just goign to be some random kid but 20 minutes later THIS COP SHOWS UP AT THE DOOR AND ASKS TO COME IN AND LAWFORDS IS al like YO DUDE...what the fuck...this..WEST U cop is chillin smoking ciggarates in the back yard...warped out #2
WE leave his house and the head over to this geek kid monzis hosue and he imed lawford and was like COME OVER IMMEDIATLEY MY PARENTS ARE OUT OF TOWN!!! lol so we head over there smoke the rest of our bud greet a few people and eat pizza...after all that pizza, bud, craziness...im getting tired and i wanna go home.. They run by Taco Cabana and i feel weird so i go to the bathroom and make myself throw up b/c i felt sick...
I go home...crawl into bed..absorb teh madness...get waken up 8 hours later by my bitchy mom..do chores. and for the past 4 hours i feel ~~~~~~~~WEIRD AS HELL~~~~~~~~~~liek lonely...and sad...crazy huh.. I gotta go to work at 3 WHICH TOTALLY SUCKS BECAUSE ITS just me by myself and mayeb 2 customers show up for like hours of work... LONELINESS,,,
i gotta call elliott tongiht...peace
Current mood:  lonely Current music: bone thugs
Thursday, September 26, 2002
I seriously doubt how that ive wanted to leave school as much as i do now. Like if a rocket ship appeared otu of nowhere, I would get in it and go away forever...yeah that will be the day.
Current mood: drained Current music: hoobastank in background
Tuesday, September 24, 2002
Hey im in anatomy right now..ugh im supposed to be looking up some special cell thing that id liek to point out that it's totally gay...last night i passed out at about 1:15. I dreamed te creepiest dreams...the last one that sticks in my mind is seeing for like 5 minutes a man get murdered...he had a bag over his head and he was being stabbbed, it was extremley grotesque and i felt liek i was goign to throw up when i woke up, which was at 8:23....not 7:30 when i was supposed to wake up...well towards the end of the dream i was crying and shouting but i felt uncomfortbale, i looked down and i was wearing a black dress and i reached up to my neck adn pulled a necklace off...i looked down at it and it was the Wiccan star..sorry if ive got this mixed up...NAJLA WHATS THE DEAL WITH THIS MAN?????
ive been zoned out since first period thinking about my dream and now hlaf the class is laughign at me b/c the teacher is out of the room and im here chillin on her cmoputer...gotta go..trouble is bad!
Current mood:  curious Current music: chatter
Monday, September 23, 2002
Alrighty well this past weekend wasnt so bad. Just kinda worked and chilled with some friends. Saturday night after work i went out with my friend elliott and his girlfriend Emma and we smoked. Well Emma apparently gets really CRAZAY when she smokes...she says shes hungry and that she wants to go to the House of Pies, so we go and when she gets there shes like what the hell..."WHAT!" it was crazy
I've been workin hard in school dudes. Im not even kidding, im actually trying and its SOOOO hard because ive officially got Senioritis. I figured out today that if im going to get a bad grade in Yearbook that i might as well deserve it so today insterad of doing normal photography editor type stuff i frecken left with this chick and drove around and got a cappuchino..fuck you lamar!!!
Ha ha a huge weight has been lifted@~~~~~~~
Current mood: high Current music: bone thugs & harmony
Wednesday, September 18, 2002
Allright well ive been reading other peoples journals and im defintiley bummed. It seems that at our age notign can go right, which bums me out even more. Today was an allright day, went by prety fast if you like me which is cool cause this mornign i was sitting there digging through dirty laundry to find a shirt, an di was thinking...God, please let me just morph back into my bed, which i will be doign soon.
MY mum, is totally frekain me out..i know najla you were right...for a week she'll be a bad ass and then the next its twice as hard, and she'll be on me for stupid stuff. Like smoking weed...for people who know me personally, this is ridiculous for her to be bitching at me for smoking weed. Oh well...what can i do..besides using half my paycheck to buy a load of bud this weekend and smoke myself to stupidity...(im kidding everyone..i woudl never smoke myself to stupidity..)
Okay im thinking about college....HELLO THIS IS TOTALLY WEIRD>..this time next year ill pretty much be on my own and i cant think about much besides that...thanks alot Najla...=P
Ive decided to get much more serious abotu my sktaing, i think im goign to try an get sponsered in college, so that can help pay me through....whew,...one year to be a bad ass + be the 2nd skater girl at Vans...fun times
Latah
Current mood: calm Current music: chatter of dummies
Monday, September 16, 2002
Allright well yesterday afternon i went to work until 6 ad this guy Stephen, never came to visit.(he was drunk when he offered...classy huh)..Well i had a few friends over later that night because my mom made all this good food and needed mouths to feed it to...Lawford, D Kron, Najla, and I went to this kid Rizzos house to pick up some bud for the evening and we ended up staying at this kids apartment for like 2 hours. It was so random for some random skater girl to be passing joints and bowls to a bunch of ghetto blackand hispanic guys ha ha..but it was great and i was so happy that Najla was there with me.
D Kron and I went outside to smoke a bowl to ourselves, and drunk stones as hell Lawford walks up to his and gives us a dirty look for being alone today..tough for him, just because he was a bad boyfriend doesnt mean he owns me...well yeah i did flirt with D Kron...sO!!>>>damn...lol
Well i saw a bunch of kids i knew in Middle school...mpre ghetto kids...well the 4 of us headed back to my house and we smoked...alot and ate alot of good food. I went outside to have a smoke and D Kron came outside too...we talked abotu a bunch of stuff and ha ha Lawford comes outside and is like.." you guys were out here for 48 minutes..i was timing you." WEIRDO!!! d kron and i just stare at eachother liek what the hell and i go back inside and start to put in a movie and stupid lawford once again mentions he has to go home because he has a early curfew and i coudl tell d kron was pissed... so we take them home and najla and i coem back and smoke some more and pass out...sigh
This morning we had pudding..and smoked some more, and she left me for Lucas...tsk tsk...but Stephen came over and its kinda awkward b/c i used to really like him but he backed away, and now he kinda wants things to be like they were..(im not a sucker though, and im scared to get close and then get hurt again...stress) Okay well we went to see Fernie at work and now im back at home, smokin the last bowl of the evening (until my mom gets home) and then get my skateboarding done for the day..
peace
Current mood: weird Current music: outkast
Saturday, September 14, 2002
3:49AM
Here's what you are supposed to do... Copy this e-mail, Paste it to a new e-mail, change all the answers so they apply to you. Then, send this to a whole bunch of people you know INCLUDING the person who sent it to you. The theory is that you will get a pile of get-to-know-you e-mails!
You'll learn a lot of little known (and sometimes scary) facts about your friends! Remember to send this back to the person who sent it to you!!!
1. What is your full name?.....>Lauren Ann Atkinson<
2. What color pants are you wearing right now?...>navy blue dickies(hell yeah)<
3. What are you listening to right now?....>my cat Jack purring<
4. Where are you right now?....>in my room<
5. What was the last thing you ate?...>one of those special frozen lemon desert things you eat out of a cup..its like ice cream..i ate it at the Astros game<
6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?...>black(you get used the most)<
7. Where do you plan to go on your honeymoon?....>a bed<
8. How is the weather right now?..>eh..its sorta humid<
9. Last person you talked to on the phone?...>drunk/stoned/shroomed Lawford who likes to call 3 times<
10. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?...>IVE DISCOVERED THE TRUTH..everyone looks at weight first..huh huh am i a genius or what...<
11. Who sent you this? >Melissa<
12. When is the last time you saw them?..>about 4 months ago at Plano West..newspaper final<
13. Your favorite drink?..>chocolate milk<
14. Your favorite alcoholic drink?...>hmm screwdrivers i think, or Bud<
15. Last athletic thing you did?...>uh..i skated on my skateboard aroudn my neighborhood<
16. Favorite sport, to watch?...>basketball<
17. What's the next CD you're going to buy?...>Royal Tenenbaums soundtrack<
18. Hair Color?...
19. Eye Color?...[ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<brown..but>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] Here's what you are supposed to do... Copy this e-mail, Paste it to a new e-mail, change all the answers so they apply to you. Then, send this to a whole bunch of people you know INCLUDING the person who sent it to you. The theory is that you will get a pile of get-to-know-you e-mails!
You'll learn a lot of little known (and sometimes scary) facts about your friends! Remember to send this back to the person who sent it to you!!!
1. What is your full name?.....>Lauren Ann Atkinson<
2. What color pants are you wearing right now?...>navy blue dickies(hell yeah)<
3. What are you listening to right now?....>my cat Jack purring<
4. Where are you right now?....>in my room<
5. What was the last thing you ate?...>one of those special frozen lemon desert things you eat out of a cup..its like ice cream..i ate it at the Astros game<
6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?...>black(you get used the most)<
7. Where do you plan to go on your honeymoon?....>a bed<
8. How is the weather right now?..>eh..its sorta humid<
9. Last person you talked to on the phone?...>drunk/stoned/shroomed Lawford who likes to call 3 times<
10. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?...>IVE DISCOVERED THE TRUTH..everyone looks at weight first..huh huh am i a genius or what...<
11. Who sent you this? >Melissa<
12. When is the last time you saw them?..>about 4 months ago at Plano West..newspaper final<
13. Your favorite drink?..>chocolate milk<
14. Your favorite alcoholic drink?...>hmm screwdrivers i think, or Bud<
15. Last athletic thing you did?...>uh..i skated on my skateboard aroudn my neighborhood<
16. Favorite sport, to watch?...>basketball<
17. What's the next CD you're going to buy?...>Royal Tenenbaums soundtrack<
18. Hair Color?...<light brown>
19. Eye Color?...<brown..but my license says hazel..heh heh>
20. Do you wear contacts?...<yeah i have 'em>
21. Siblings and their ages?..none, zero, zip..im lonely
22. Favorite month?...<July or April>
23. Favorite food?...<macaroni in a box..THE KIND WITH THE POWDER CHEESE..drool...>
24. Last video you watched?...Amelie...
25. Favorite day of the year? April 20
26. Are you shy to ask someone out?...Depends if i know their feeligns towards me
27.. Married or Single?..im secretly married to 6 guys
28. Summer or Winter? SUMMER SUMMER SUMMER SUMMER
29. Chocolate or Vanilla? Vanilla
32. What is your religious viewpoint?...i thought i knew but i think im gonna stick with.."if theres a god out there...wsup!"
34.What is your dream job?...forensic anthropologist, or broadcast journalist
36. Are you an introvert or an Extrovert? EXTROVERT OVER HERE
37. Do you want your friends to write back?..look at my face..do i look like i care
38. Who is least likely to respond?...me...
39. Who is most likely to respond? somebody that was just as bored as i was when i did this.
Current mood:  awake Current music: purr
I've just watched a movie that has changed my life indefinitely...its called Amelie..the thoughts and actions that run through that girls brain are identical to mine and for 2 straight hours i sat on teh edge of my mothers bed staring at the French sub-title film....
I was interuppted 3 times by Lawford...(the title between us, i wasnt quite sure..but now ive chosen)...Lawford is the sponge you come to in the morning that is full of water, its cold and the faint musk of mildew surrounds it...you must squeeze it and the cold dirty water runs over your hands...why didnt the person before you squeeze the water out..?????(sorry im feeling creative) you see..lawford was of course..fucked up with his buddies at a party and i chose not to go, so that i may attend the astros game tonight with my family...(whoop dee doo) the conversation was of course me going uh huh..oh really..you dont say..and no i didnt hang up...at that exact moment...i was sick of Lawford and his dumb games...these idiotic out of touch games that make me want to ring his thin little idiotic beach boy NECK!
Stephen called me yesterday after a month..a month where i called him, and i got no response...we dated for 2 weeks and our relationship grew strong...which scared him..and apparently according to him..letting me go was a mistake..ehum, allow me to state that "nobody in my life, has ever said that to me" and definitley not a 20 year old boy...im confused...
While i was watching " Monsters Ball/PORNO~~~hello) with my mother, i was petting my cat(son)...Jack...reaching around his neck i found a small lump...i immediatley todl my mom and she just looked at me....(great im starting to cry again)..i know this may be hard for anyone to understand, but Jack is my best friend, i knwo i know...gay it sounds but its true, when i came back from Dallas, i was depressed and my mom took me to the SPCA to get a kitty, she wanted a girl and she picked out all these spastic cats, but there he was...this little bitty grey kitty with black stripes and black spots on his tummy...he was premature and sickly, not to mention he was a dude...i had to have him and everyday since them we spend everyday together...this lump, is large, and it wasnt there a few days ago...i dont know what to do, but i feel as if my stomach has a hole...I WILL DO ANYthing to save him, adn if its fate for him to die young..then i suppose it was meant to be that Jack have the best Damn FUCKING life ever..okay ive stopped crying....
ive decided to continue writing and try to find true love...theres a boy at my school..hes my height and would be titled as a little skater-punk...everyday we pass eachother twice, and its always out of my way, i dont know his name, but everytime i see him at school we stare at eachother passing in the halls, not a glance, like a REAL STARE....this has been going on for 4 weeks and ive decided to say.."Hi on Monday, this may not seem big, but ya never know..he could be my soul mate..so this could be a big step...ill give results later...bye people that are reading this...
Current mood:  indescribable Current music: weird...wind chimes outside...never heard them before
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